My Bright Book List - Revisited

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On 16th September 2015, I moved to university. Cardiff Metropolitan University to be exact. And I started this blog up to make myself want to read more. I always loved reading but really I never felt like I read enough. I remember saying to my mum so often that English Literature A Level killed my love of reading. But when I took my gap year it seemed to make everything better. I had time to just sit and read and enjoy the books I wanted to enjoy. So I wrote my list in April. And yes I may have only read 9 books off my list in full, I wanted to go over the books I haven’t had a chance to read yet. 

The books I have left are as follows;

  • Station Eleven - Emily St John Mandel
  • To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
  • We are All Completely Beside Ourselves - Karen Joy Fowler
  • Suite Francaise - Irene Nemirovsky 
  • Far From the Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
  • Animal Farm - George Orwell
  • Nineteen Eighty-Four - George Orwell
  • The Man Who Bought London - Edgar Wallace
  • Dracula - Bram Stoker
  • Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
  • The Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
  • A Selection of Works by William Shakespeare
  • The Gambler - Fyodor Dostoevesky
  • The Picture of Dorian Grey - Oscar Wilde
  • Jason and Medea - Apollonius of Rhodes

This list makes it look like a lot. And in fact it is a lot of hours worth of reading that I have not yet done. However I would like to point out the exceptions. The titles in bold are novels that I have started but yet to finish. Some I have only read a few chapters of, like Lolita, whereas others I am nearly finished with, like Animal Farm. Shakespeare is one of those that I’ve decided to dip in and out of when I have time, especially as I’ve got them on my kindle, yet the majority of these novels that I have not started won’t be finished whilst I’m at university. If anything, it’s purely for the fact that I haven’t been able to bring them with me. I’m expecting that due to the nature of my course, I’ll have quite a bit of reading to do, so I’m not even entirely sure how many of the books I’ve bought to university I’ll be able to finish. My hopes are that I’ll be able to finish at least 3 of the 7, maybe even more. 


Keep an eye out for a few new books to get excited about in the coming months also, as I’m hoping to finish off any advanced copies that I have gotten from NetGalley, and I’m so excited to share them all with you. 

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The Rest Of Us Just Live Here - Patrick Ness

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Chapter The First, in which the Messenger of the Immortals arrives in a surprising shape, looking for a permanent Vessel; and after being chased by her through the woods, indie kid Finn meets his final fate

On the day we’re the last people to see indie kid Finn alive, we’re all sprawled together in the Field, talking about love and stomachs. 
“I don’t believe that, though,” my sister says, and I look up at the slight tension in her voice. She gives me a half-annoyed nod of reassurance in the sunshine, then shakes her head again at Henna. “You always have a choice. I don’t care if you think it’s love - and by the way, NOT a word you should throw around so easily - but even if that, even if that word, you can still choose to act right."
“I said I loved that way he looked,” Henna says. “I didn’t say I loved him. You’re twisting my words. And that’s not what I’m talking about anyway. i’m talking about… how your heart fills up. Actually, no, it’s not even your heart, it’s your stomach. You feel it and everything just goes."



Patrick Ness is very surely one of my favourite authors to date. There’s something about the way that this man writes novels that gets me. It’s not even always a tugging of the heartstrings but sometimes I have to go back and re-read passages again and again just to truly realise how beautiful they are. And lots of his writing is insanely beautiful; a view seconded by John Green according to the back of this limited addition copy I own. This novel is no different!

The Rest of Us Just Live Here is told through the 1st person of Mikey. He’s about to graduate from High School and head off to College, but he just has to get through the last few weeks. He has a very tight knit group of friends including his sister, Mel, his best friend, Jared, and the girl he is hopelessly in love with, Henna. However running alongside their story, is one about the indie kids, told in 3rd person at the beginning of every chapter, fighting the threat of the Immortals. 

The way that this story is told is one of the things that took me a while to get my head around. The only real insight we get into the main threat is through these chapter descriptions. It’s what made me keep reading longer, I think, because the longer I left it between reading I forgot what had happened with the indie kids, which was actually way more important than I had originally thought. All of the events that happen to them in the long run add up to the climax of the novel for Mikey; which is actually really, really impressive. 

Another thing I was a little confused about when I first started reading was references to vampires and the undead etc. It took me a while to realise that, in this seemingly normal world, those things happened. They actually existed in the past of this small town and the story relies kind of heavily on you knowing that. I mean, how else are you supposed to believe in the Immortals, or what happens with the deer, if you don’t believe in the law that stands in the universe. 

However, what really shocked me about this novel was Ness’ way of discussing mental health amongst teens and how it feels to suffer with it. We learn that Mel, Mikey’s sister, is a survivor of an eating disorder and we are reminded of this throughout with Mikey’s uncontrollable fear of losing her to it again. Mikey isn’t immune either. Mikey struggles with OCD and this broke my heart to read about. Not only is it like obsessively washing his hands or his face, but it’s counting the panels in a room or the corners of a sheet of paper; feeling like he’s stuck in a loop. There’s a time when he’s washing his hands at his work place and Jared comes over and turns him away, just holding him there until he’s calmed down, which nearly had me in tears. 

Jared is probably one of my favourite characters in this novel. He is everything I’d probably ever want in a best friend; supportive, funny, gay and the god of cats. Yep. You read that right. God of cats. It’s my favourite best friend dynamic I’ve ever read about, even though at times it does show that not all friendships are smooth as silk. Mikey is happy to say that they’ve been together time and again just as friends, looking out for each other in their time of need, but they know that they’re just best friends. Even though they probably shouldn’t be because of their parents running against one another in the upcoming election. 


Now I can’t talk about Patrick Ness without talking about how he discusses relationships. Henna is Mikey's romantic interest in this novel and she's not described as being the prettiest of girls but there is something about the way that she is described that lets me know how much he genuinely cares about her; as a friend and as a girlfriend. Another really interesting dynamic in this novel is Mikey's jealousy over the new guy Nathan and how he is with Henna, who wants him to join her group. There is such an animosity between Mikey and Nathan that it almost comes across as a kind of sexual tension in places, but this is mostly resolved by the end of the novel. I won't tell you how. But Mikey spends most of this novel confused about how Henna feels about him and if he really does want to be with her. There are definitely moments where he evidently feels that he should let go and leave her to her own life, move to college and enjoy his life. 

Family is another relationship that we see throughout this novel. Mikey's family is dysfunctional to say the least. His mother's running for an election and his father is an alcoholic. But even with this him and Mel have to help with looking after Meredith, their 10 year old little sister who is seemingly normal. The worst thing is that Meredith is seen to be given preferential treatment because she doesn't come with a label. This, alongside their mother's campaigning, leads to a lot of contention when Meredith's favourite band, Bolts of Fire, come to play a concert in their small town. All of the families present their own challenges throughout this novel. Everyone is presented with their own challenges and they are all important, even if they aren't seen as the chosen ones. 

The message that you don't have to be the chosen one makes this novel incredibly special in my eyes. It shows that even if you're not chosen for the biggest event, or that your friends may have it slightly easier than you; you are still important. You aren't defined by the status of your mental health or how many fissures you've closed to keep out the Immortals. What matters is that you stay true to yourself. You aren't required to be anything special, and sometimes it's not the best thing to be named the chosen one. Especially if you're an indie kid, in this universe. 

Total pages - 345
Total read time - 3 hours 45 minutes
Rating /10 - 9
Recommend - I recommend you buy it immediately


Note to finish on quickly, after Typhoon Haiyan in the Philippines, authors Keren David, Candy Gourlay and Keris Stainton set up a charity drive for the Red Cross. Patrick Ness auctioned off a chance to have the winner's name in this book. This is where the name Henna Silvennoinen came from. Second place was one of Patrick Ness' friends Jared Shurin (note the same name exactly in the novel) who agreed that if he made a donation to the Red Cross anyway his name would be in the book. I think it's rather funny that up until this point the character was a 'non-committed "Josh"'. However these are just names used fictitiously. 

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The Manifesto on How to be Interesting - Holly Bourne

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Four years ago, when Bree decided to become a novelist, she’d done what she’d always done - obsessively planned, researched and plotter a no-fail manifesto. She’d read everything she could about writing, including a book by Stephen King, aka GOD. He’d apparently been rejected LOADS - so much so that he hammered a nail into the wall above his desk to spike all the “no” letters on. Delighted at the self-deprecation of it all, Bree also hammered a massive nail into the perfect plastering of her bedroom wall. And, month by month, year by year, the nail got cloffed up with her own swell of rejection letters.
Ha ha, just like Stephen King, she’d thought, spiking the first “no” letter and flipping it the middle finger. 
Then more came, and more. 


Holly Bourne is a new author to me who I’ve not heard all that much about. However I’m glad that this was my first introduction to her writing. The writing style is really easy to read and that really helped me when trying to get into the mindset of this character, Bree, and how she felt about the situations she is put into. Also I feel like the style of writing really helped with showing the immaturity of some of the characters in places. But before we get into immature characters and my thoughts about the book as a whole, you probably want to know what this book’s really about. 

Bree is a 17 year old outcast at school, wanting to be an author. Her second manuscript is rejected and she turns to her teacher Mr Fellows for support. He tells her that she needs to make her life more interesting in order for her writing to be more interesting. She takes this immediately to heart and starts a blog titled “The Manifesto on How to be Interesting” with some rules set out for herself. Her plan; infiltrate the popular gang, spill their secrets to the internet, and fall in love. Surely that couldn’t go wrong at all?

Well for one I know I’m not really the target audience for this book as it’s YA fiction, but I wanted to have a go at reading some more from this genre, and I wasn’t disappointed. A lot of the early portion of the book felt incredibly nostalgic for me as an outcast from school cliques. Bree is probably one of the most relatable protagonists I’ve ever come across, and the way that Bourne writes her is just incredible. From Bree’s suffering with self harm to her really intelligent wit, she comes across as a well rounded individual that can be admired for her strength. Yes she does silly things and you ask her “WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?” and then there are times when you want her to be a real person so you can wrap your arms around her and tell her that it’s okay. Or tell her to get out of there before she does something stupid, because sometimes you just have to brace yourself and will her through.

So lets talk about some characters. There’s Bree, her best friend Holdo, the popular girls and Hugo. Hugo is one of my least favourite characters in the novel. He’s the stereotypical bad boy, lots of money, and thinks he’s God’s gift to women. I’m just incredibly glad that by the end of the novel he gets his just desserts. It’s what he bloody deserves. After all, who has an 18th birthday in a field behind their house, with live music and a DJ, in November? And who on earth calls a tent with cushions and beanbags the “Gash Palace”? The only answer to that is Hugo. 

The character of Jass actually surprised me. I was ready to hate her from the outset. Popular girl, blonde, part of the clique that spread rubbish around about people and bitch. Constantly. However it was nice to see the other side. Where Bree infiltrates their clique it was lovely to see the other side. That, although there is this exterior, they are people too who are struggling with their own problems. And maybe sometimes we are too quick to judge people. Sometimes we rush into our judgements without considering how someone might actually be. Jass’ perfect relationship with Hugo also doesn’t turn out to be all it seems, and I felt so awful for her. 
In addition to not knowing the full extent of the people we’re always around, we sometimes act irrationally without thinking about people and how they’ll react. Bree falls into this trap with her best friend Holdo. I’ve read a couple of reviews where people really didn’t like this character, but I really loved him. Almost to the point where I wished he and Bree would just get together already. But he’s an acne ridden teen with a passion for good movies and expensive wine. I’m not entirely sure what’s not to love. He’s funny and smart and I think that perhaps had things been different, Bree wouldn’t have ended up in as many situations as she did. 

There are a few instances where I feel like the plot is a little overly dramatic or at least exaggerated. One example of this is a very whirlwind student/teacher romance. I liked both characters involved and thought that in any other circumstance they would make a wonderful couple, but a lot of the time I found myself a little anxious for them both and wondered how fast their relationship was actually moving. I wonder if this was just because there wasn’t a time frame given for much of the novel so I don’t know if this took place over a couple of weeks or a few months. 

Overall however I enjoyed this book and have picked up another Holly Bourne’s novels “Am I Normal Yet?” which promises to be just as enlightening. I would just like to note that this book does deal with some rough topics; underage drinking to excess, inferred non consensual sexual intercourse, student teacher relationships and self harm. I can see how this book would be a really good gift for someone in lower secondary school, especially those who might be a social outcast themselves. 

Total pages - 448
Total read time - 5 hours
Rating /10 - 6
Recommend - Yes. Especially for nostalgia; or fans of mean girls

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